Sending you a Birthday Cake Express with Love to Heaven! / Tina (My Baby! )Read >>
Sending you a Birthday Cake Express with Love to Heaven! / Tina (My Baby! )
Hey Baby,
I'm sending you a Birthday Cake filled with all my love and all my kisses to Heaven. I pray your 3rd Birthday in Heaven was as Peaceful as you so longed for...I love you baby! Miss you like crazy, and long for the day I get to kiss those sexy lips again!
Happy Birthday In Heaven My Love! / Tina (My Soulmate )Read >>
Happy Birthday In Heaven My Love! / Tina (My Soulmate )
It's Midnight, I just lite an Ivory Libra Pillar Candle with seashells around it and pink hearts beside your picture, and I'm blasting "Spirit in the Sky" song that you LOVED So Much!
Happy Birthday in Heaven My Love!
You would have been 32 today...How I miss you Gene, and wish you were here to celebrate with me...I pray you come to my dreams and we can be together in my dreams and celebrate your birthday...if I can only have you in my dreams for now until we meet again in Heaven I will hold onto them, cherish them until we reunite baby!
I Love You Always and Forever - Happy Peaceful Birthday in Heaven!
I will come to see you at the cemetery today, I'm bringing you, your favorite coffee and Jelly donut LOL and of course my pepsi!
Happy Birthday in Heaven My Love...Until we meet again...I will always love you, and everything I do, I do in your memory baby!
Sending all my love and kisses to Heaven on this day as always...I'm so heartbroken without you...
Endless Love Lyrics - Lionel Richie Diana Ross / TiNa (My Soulmate )Read >>
Endless Love Lyrics - Lionel Richie Diana Ross / TiNa (My Soulmate )
Gene and I used to play this song all the time and sing it to each other and rock back and forth at the computer...we always did it, but would laugh at each other after we would sing it
But this was our one of our songs...
My love, Theres only you in my life The only thing thats bright
My first love, Youre every breath that I take Youre every step I make
And i (i-i-i-i-i) I want to share All my love with you No one else will do...
And your eyes Your eyes, your eyes They tell me how much you care Ooh yes, you will always be My endless love
Two hearts, Two hearts that beat as one Our lives have just begun
Forever (ohhhhhh) Ill hold you close in my arms I cant resist your charms
And love Oh, love Ill be a fool For you, Im sure You know I dont mind Oh, you know I dont mind
cause you, You mean the world to me Oh I know I know Ive found in you My endless love
Oooh, and love Oh, love Ill be that fool For you, Im sure You know I dont mind Oh you know- I dont mind
And, yes Youll be the only one cause no one can deny This love I have inside And Ill give it all to you My love My love, my love My endless love Close
Gene, it's 2 days until your Birthday... / Tina (My Love... )Read >>
Gene, it's 2 days until your Birthday... / Tina (My Love... )
Please come to me in my dreams tonight, I am getting ready for bed now, and have 2 interviews tomorrow please let me get the jobs, also baby please come to me in my dreams tonight, I am begging that you do, I want to see you, hold you, kiss your lips and see that amazing smile you always give me in my dreams. I want to be able to dream of you every night this week, I really need to see you in my dreams my love this week. It's been rough. 24 months your gone, now your 32nd Birthday is coming...I haven't had dreams of you lately, so please sweetie come to my dreams, I am going to bed now...I will pray for your presence in my dreams...I love dreaming of you, at least I can have you there and spend precious time with you in my dreams until we reunite...
So don't make me mad LOL come to my dreams tonight...
Goodnight My Love...
Loving you always & forever...
TiNa & GeNe ~ Always & Forever Until we meet again in Heaven my Love... Kisses to Heaven... MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Close
The Most Beautiful People / Tina (My Sweetie )Read >>
The most beautiful people are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.
Today Marks 2 Years your gone / Tina
The Weather is exactly the way it was 2 years ago on this day...I wish I could bring you back, I wish you were here right now...I'm missing you so much and wanting to see you, talk to you, hear you laugh, see you smile, have you hug me, kiss me, and tell me how much you love me...Sometimes I get so mad at you for leaving me here...alone...all alone...no one can ever replace you, or what we had...I will forever miss that...I will give anything just to have you back...if only I could turn back the hands of time...why I didn't listen to my gut at 3 am I don't know, this is something I repeat in my head all the time and can't forgive myself for...Why didn't I get in the car like my gut told me too...today is going to be a bad day, last year I think I was just still numb and in denial, now it's setting in, your really not here, your really not coming back, your really gone and there is nothing I can do to change that...if I could I would in a heartbeat...yesterday I thought all day and replayed the 11th over and over in my head about the entire day from when we went to sleep, then when we woke up, and the calling and all the drama and nonsense that day...and then waking up today and opening my eyes and saying I have to find him right now, he's gone...I felt you gone...and then seeing you...the picture is so vivid in my head everyday...when will it go away I don't know...does it ever go away? Does it ever get better? I hope and prayer that tonight when I go to sleep you come to me in my dreams like you've done many times and I pray that I spend my entire dream with you...I love you Gene...I miss you like crazy...I need you now more than ever in my life...you were always there to pick me up when I was falling...please sweetie come to me in my dreams tonight please spend my entire dream with me all night so I can wake up and feel somewhat a sense of peace that I was able to spend time with you in my dreams...I Love You Always and Forever...Sweet Dreams in Heaven, all my love I send to you in Heaven...Many Kisses to Heaven my love...My Big Daddy LOL...I love you MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I miss you so much Gene, I found your letters thank god, and started to read them and had to put them away such powerful words...I love you baby...I can't believe it's almost 2 years it feels like yesterday I was saying "let me breath for you" God I would give anything to have you back...I know your with me in spirit but I miss kissing your lips, holding you in my arms, sleeping in your leg lock...
I love you baby and can't say it enough you will always be my true love and no one can ever take your place or fill your shoes...
I pray to God I dream of you tonight, I love seeing you in my dreams it's bittersweet...sometimes I wake up thinking it's not real but then I cry and realize it is real and your not coming back...but I love being able to see you in my dreams....
Please come to my dreams tonight so I can see your beautiful face, your amazing smile and hear your laughter...I wish I could sleep in your arms and hear you say Tee, it's going to be ok...
So I turned 30 years old and you weren't here to celebrate... / Tina (My Love, My Life! )Read >>
So I turned 30 years old and you weren't here to celebrate... / Tina (My Love, My Life! )
My Dearest Gene, I don't come to this site, it's too hard for me, in the beginning it gave me comfort now it hurts to come here, reality setting in? I think so!
Well today (11/26) I turned the BIG 30 and you were not here with me to celebrate!
Last year I thought we were going to celebrate your 30th together the plans I had for you my love - which you had no idea, it was a surprise, instead you surprised me by leaving us 6 days shy of your 30th Birthday :'( I never got to celebrate your 30th and now you didn't get to celebrate mine.
Today I laid in my bed all day and cried my eyes out, missing you, thinking of you and wishing you were here! Wishing I could pick up the phone and call you my love and here your voice - tell me Doggie, it ain't easy, it's ok tee, it will get better, hang in there, for the grace of God, I love you Tee. God if I could only hear those words out of your mouth!
Many memories replayed in my head today, some good some bad...I keep closing my eyes and remembering looking into those eyes of yours, how sweet they were, tender, and yet so full of emotions, how we would stare into each others eyes with no words and knew exactly what we were thinking :'(
I get mad too Gene, today I got so angry, thinking this isn't supposed to be like this, what the fuck, why Gene why?!?!??!
I get mad when people say he was so selfish, they don't have a fucking clue what the fuck they are talking about, I get mad but again like I said since you left, I had to sit and ask myself a very serious question and that is:
Would I rather have Gene here living in such deep pain, and so unhappy and full of such deep hurt, and things he could not control and hated about himself so that I don't cry and I don't grieve?
OR
Would I rather let Gene go be with God, finally in peace, never to hurt again and rid of all his sickness and allow me to grieve and cry for you? And for me to deal with this pain?
Mother's Day / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )Read >>
Mother's Day / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )
Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights, fairytales and sweet dream nights, A kiss to wipe away my tears, Gingerbread to ease my fears. You gave the gift of life to me, And then in love, you set me free. I thank you for your tender care, for deep warm hugs and being there. I hope that when you think of me, A part of you, you'll always see.
Michael Ryans mom / Shirley George (My prayers )
My dear Tina May the lord carry you through this terrible loss until you can carry it yourself. My son became an angel April 13th this month 3 yrs ago. The Lord has his soul but I have his love in my heart forever. We know " Absent from the body, Present with the Lord " but Gene has so gently left his footprints on your heart forever. He will forever be your reason for living to carry on the memory of such a sweet loving angel he has become. Love is not supposed to hurt but we hurt because we do love. God Bless You Tina What is this that comsumes me and makes me search & seach? To find some peace within my soul,I know not where to go. I laugh and cry and hope and dream I do all that mortals do But I can not find my place within this world of mine. In dreams I live another life, I hardly reconize The feelings that I long for I begin to realize. So, lord when I awake tomorrow, please help me find the way. To live my life and feel my life With all my heart I PRAY Written by Shirley A. George
Thank you so much Tina for the "out of the darkness" band you sent to me. I recieved it in the mail this morning and put it on straight away. I will wear it always in memory of Gene, Wesley and other angels like them. Thank you again and good luck with the overnight walk, I will be with you in spirit. Happy Easter to both you and Gene, always thinking of you, love Gina xx Close
The hosting of this website is sponsored by Tina M. Dore. I love you Gene, forever in my heart. You are so loved & so very much missed. Until we meet again in Heaven you will be forever my love.
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Gene loved this song wanted it as his entrance song for boxing-Creed-My Sacrifice